Today's Rants

I have a few things to be upset about today. I got an update on SB 861 saying it was signed by the Govenator. I already knew he'd signed it but it just reminds me of how much I hate him. He not only is discriminating against the LGBT community but against Pit Bulls as well. At least with the legislature I was torn between hating them for passing SB 861 and loving them for passing AB 849. But the Govenator doesn't have any redeeming qualities as far as I'm concerned. Plus he's throwing this special election in order to give back to his corporate cronies and take budgeting power away from the "girly men" legislatures. It blows my mind every morning when I wake up that California was stupid enough to elect this man.
I got a call from my cousin who is throwing my sister's baby shower. Again I am completely left out of another major event in my sisters life. I wasn't able to help plan her wedding or bridal shower and now I'm completely left out of planning her baby shower. I am her SISTER shouldn't I be the one planning these things for her? They didn't even give me a chance or a say in what happened. But now they want me to make the invitations and the labels. Wow! I'm once again stuck with the administrative duties. I figured those days were over. I was always a bit sad when my sisters were flower girls and I was stuck taking the gifts at all my cousins weddings, but I was their cousin not their sister. Now for my sisters baby shower it's the same old thing. I guess direct blood lines don't count it's whoever is loud and bossy enough to take over in this family. I am SO hurt that I was left out of the planning process. Will they ever get it? What do I have to do so that I can be apart of my sisters' lives with out the rest of god damn family taking over and squeezing me out. Often I wish they all leave us alone I can enjoy my own family with out all of them interfering.